Hey Jordo,
I need to speak to my best friend about an issue I'm having at the moment. Well obviously as you know I broke up with my boyfriend two wednesdays ago, and I didn't take it very well, even though I knew it was coming, because we had been having some hard times the previous couple of weeks. Well I have this dilemma, because it is still affecting me, in the respect that I miss his company and talking to him. It sucks because I haven't had you to help me through this because you've been a little hard to get a hold of Jordo. Anyway, I'm trying so hard to distract myself (homework, going out, inviting people over) but it's still eating me up. Everyone said I should just delete him and forget about him, but I can't, I just can't. You can't just delete the best 4 months out of your life and then think everything will be all good again because it won't and I know that. I don't want him out of my life, I need him, not as a boyfriend but as a close friend, because he and I both know how alike we are personality wise. I think the reason I am writing this to you Jordo is because I don't know what to do and I need your help... You see I have been on his facebook page once or twice this week to find him telling people he's 'all good' and 'lifes really good' and it just kills me because it's not fair. It's not fair because it makes me feel like shit because he's been able to move on so quickly and also makes me feel stupid for feeling the way i am now, like I'm some kind of idiot for caring. How is he all good? I'm not all good, how is it possible for him to just be happy to suddenly and just move on. I keep feeling this deep pain because it hurts so much to think about him being with someone else so soon, I mean that party he went to last Friday night, I don't think he would hook up, but I was constantly thinking he might have been and it hurt soo bad. I watched the second video we made together and his little smirk and just the way he acted, I don't understand, he was so happy and so was I, how did he just all of a sudden want to remove our relationship, after we had put in so much effort. I just wish he could try and make the effort and make frequent contact with me just like I want to with him but I can't because I don't want to come off as some desperate fuck who can't leave the past alone. I want to know how he's going, all the fun he's having. I just wish he was feeling the way I was, and if he is, I wish he would tell me, not to 'get my hopes up' but so I just didn't feel so disgusting for feeling this way. I feel so ashamed, and bad for dumping all this trouble on all my other friends who can't help me when you are the only one that can Jordo. I miss his family, I miss all these things and it's not fair that it's just been stripped away from me. How can I just forget about all the great memories, PCD, Wicked, his birthday morning, the parties, his friends, the city and now its just all gone and just expected to move on. I've tried making contact but it's always me making the effort, when I hoped he would be trying as well, it makes me feel like I am the one who want's the friendship and he just said it when we broke up to make me feel better. I don't know what else to say but I miss him, I wish I could just see him and we could go have a fun time and go back to the way we were (in terms of how much fun we had). I probably won't send this to you Jordo because it's not going to make the situation better but I miss him, and I just wish he'd just tell me honestly how he's feeling, just as I have now.
- Matthew Fawcus
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Users Guide:
Introduction:
The Stock Inventory program was created for Devil Bend Radio Yacht Club on the 27/08/2008 for the purpose of maintaining new and current members. The program gives each member its own unique ID number, so the club can keep track of their details and edit them at any time.
Starting/Exiting the program:
The Stock Inventory program can be loaded by double-clicking the StockInventory.exe file. This will launch the program and allow you to access the records of members. To exit the program, either use the “Quit” button placed on the bottom left-hand side of the window or just press the red ‘X’ on the top right hand corner as you would any other program.
Viewing Records:
After launching the program you are immediately greeted with the Main window, which will start by showing you the first member record. To browse to the next record; simply just press the “Next” button in the top right hand corner of the window. Also, just like moving forward a record you can shift to the previous record just by pressing the “Previous” button in the top left.
Creating a New Record:
To create a new record click the “New” button which is located in the bottom left hand corner of the window. When this button is pressed all fields will be blank and allow you to enter the member’s details into the system.
Deleting a Record:
To delete a record from the members database simply click the delete button and then click ‘Yes’ when asked, “Do you really want to delete this Record?” This will wipe that user from the member’s database.
Saving a Record:
To Save a record that has either just been created or is an existing member who’s details have been edited, just click the ‘Save’ button located in the bottom-right corner. A prompt will pop up to say that your record has been deleted.
Editing a Members Financial Contribution:
To change a member’s status from ‘Financial’ to ‘Non-Financial’ and vice-versa, click the ‘Edit’ button next to their financial status. This will allow you to change their status by placing or removing a tick in the checkbox. Simply press done and the status will change.
Factors Relevant to the Design:
When designing a program like the “Members Database” it is important that all fields and buttons are placed appropriately and not too close together. For example, you would not have the Save and Delete right next to each other then there is a strong chance that a user of the program will accidentally click delete, causing major issues. In Addition, users want to be able to see the data in front of them but not just in any order. A clean layout with a good amount of spacing and clear directions of where all the data is; helps enormously when using a program.
Moreover, creating a window with calm colours, even basic colours (like grey and white) will help not to cause confusion and eye strain when using a program.
When New button is clicked then
Create a new ID
Reset all other fields
When Save button is clicked
Validate fields
If fields are correctly entered then
Save
If not then prompt user
Dim dlgRes As DialogResult
dlgRes = MessageBox.Show( _
"Are you sure you want to close without saving the document", _
"Confirm Document Close", _
MessageBoxButtons.YesNoCancel, _
MessageBoxIcon.Question)
If dlgRes = DialogResult.Yes Then
Application.Exit()
End If
messagebox.show( "message", "title", MessageBoxButtons.YesNo )
The Highlight of my week was going to be to watch this show HEROES that apparently has taken the U.S by storm.
This show was awesome! Full stop
Being a fan of lost, I knew this show would be of interest to me and it was. It lived up to my expectations and more. Basically I like shows that go somewhere (Yes I know Lost is contrary to that) and have a in depth plot.
View the trailer here:
There was something i didn't like though. Like lost I felt that it was going to
To conclude this rant, I want to say this is the show to watch for 2007, Heroes will be the "it" show, the show that everyone says "Did you see what happened on Heroes last night" "It was awesome!".
Honestly I think they look great! I bought one of these recently as a gift to my Dad for Christmas, if these colours were around when i was buying my gift I would have definitely gone Orange only because they're so small, that orange would be a good colour if you had lost it, because you would be able to find it faster being that Orange stands out so much!
Thats all!
Goodnight
I will stab you! Again! You said Full Stop!I would totally buy an orange shuffle too. Orange is the new... read more
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